Level Up Week #2

            If I have mastered one thing in this world, it is the art of procrastination.  I can come up with the best excuses to put things off until later.  This is particularly true when it comes to responding to God's calling.  Why?  Believe me, I have a host of "reasons" to put things on hold.  "I'm too busy" is a frequent one.   Sometimes I like to think that my day is just too full to add God's request onto my plate....then I head over to the couch to watch TV.  Other times I use the excuse of being too tired.  On a steady basis, I must admit that God's plans just don't seem to fit into my plans.  "Sorry, God, but I have my to-do list already filled today.  Check back tomorrow."  Frequently I have avoided committing to Christ because "I'm not ready." "I need to read more of my bible," I tell myself, "Then I'll talk to so-and-so about Christ."  

          When I am really honest with myself, the reason I look to avoid responding to Christ boils down to one factor.  Fear.  Afraid of failing.  Afraid of what people might think.  Afraid of looking like a fool.  Quite simply, afraid of going out on that limb for Jesus.  The very first line listed on our sermon handouts this last Sunday got my attention.  "Life and church finally begin to make sense and have significant meaning when I finally begin to understand it's NOT ABOUT ME!!!!!"  As Pastor Ryan pointed out, we were created for two things.  To bring glory to God, and to evangelize to the world.  My fear is no excuse. 

        This fear holds me back.  And by allowing it to control me, I am giving Satan a foothold in my life.  Even worse, by saying that I'm not willing to take a risk is saying that I don't completely trust in the Lord.  I'm telling Jesus that I am placing more trust on my own understanding than in His power.  I am relying on my own abilities than on His.  How can I hope to grow closer to Him if I don't respond when He asks?  Pastor summarized Luke 14:17-20 in this way:  "We are servants of God.  What is a servant supposed to do?   Whatever the master tells him."  I can't make excuses.  The men in verses 18-20 did.  And Jesus responded, "not one of those who were invited will get a taste of my banquet" (Luke 14:24).  

          Lord Jesus, use me today.  Forgive me of my excuses, of my fear and empower me to respond to your calling.  Show me how to live this day not for myself, but for your glory.  

Comments?   What stood out for you this Sunday?  We would love to hear from you.

--Jim Gerdes